Trust the Process

Ugh, this is a hard one for I am an over-thinker who also lingers more towards the possibility of strife and then to doubt. 

I can often be more irrational and sometimes even negative, as I try to lower my expectations of what will next be found 

It's a learning curve to sit in the middle of a valley where the answers are few, and the future is uncertain and unknown. 

To release the fear of it all and trust the process that, even though it feels troublesome, in the end an outcome of wonderful outcome can be shown. 

Trust is not my strongest trait, I have to admit, as the lack of control and not being my own pilot feels very shaky and unsteady. 

I am learning, however, that life can be kind and, even though often challenging, the transition of seasons seems to know when I am ready.  

I am growing and trying my best to strive for better every day. I should know by now tears are temporary, and I always out live the hard days. 

So I am exhaling, doing my hardest to enjoy the moments as they are truly fleeting and working better to have faith that I can withstand whatever comes my way.