I am in a body that is not me

I am in a body but it is not me, this is not who I was or who I ever wanted to be, how can I communicate with it? Encourage it to align with me, help it see?

I want it to know my ambitions, what my heart and mind yearn for it to achieve, see I am in a constant battle being stuck in a body that won't let me be me

I am not sure how we find unity, resolve, a connection so we can live harmoniously and I am not always left deflated or in angst

I am challenged because I feel inside a prison cell looking out at all the potential I want to obtain but yet my true self is inside this restricted body and it is locked

I have felt I have pushed the limits demonstrating my desires to do more, I am fiercely independent in nature and stubborn to a fault

Yet somehow every time I push, I only encounter walls and resistance that breed frustration and fear, is this it I fear, is my life officially at a halt?

I am truly unsure, I have researched all I can within my capacity, attempted ridiculous methods to help my body choose to live in increased ability and proceed

Somehow, some way I just want my body and mind to be tethered, so however body we do that, body please help me and listen so more in this life I can achieve