I am in a body that is not me

I am in a body, but it is not me. This is not who I was or who I ever wanted to be. How can I communicate with it? Encourage it to align with me, help it see? 

I want it to know my ambitions, what my heart and mind yearn for it to achieve, see I am in a constant battle being stuck in a body that won't let me be me.

I am not sure how we find unity, resolve, a connection so we can live harmoniously, and I am not always left deflated or in angst. 

I am challenged because I feel inside a prison cell looking out at all the potential I want to obtain, but yet my true self is inside this restricted body, and it is locked.

I have felt I have pushed the limits, demonstrating my desire to do more. I am fiercely independent in nature and stubborn to a fault.

Yet somehow, every time I push, I only encounter walls and resistance that breed frustration and fear. Is this if I fear? Is my life officially at a halt?

I am truly unsure. I have researched all I can within my capacity, attempted ridiculous methods to help my body choose to live with increased ability and proceed. 

Somehow, some way, I just want my body and mind to be tethered, so however body we do that, body please help me and listen so more in this life I can achieve.