This is new terrain for me. I have never been here before. I'm trying to lean into the unknown, but I am learning, so please be kind.
I am navigating uncharted waters. I did not imagine being at this level of obstacle, but I am trying my best, as this new season and pathway I define.
I know I am young, and have expected vitality and intelligence, but please don't mistake my strength as my only source for the fear of uncertainty is real.
It is what keeps me digging, researching and finding new tools, so recovery can increase. I just need you to know, alongside strength, the fatigue I also feel.
So please extend kindness, as I am eager and stubborn. My constant questions and advocacy are pursuing me, as autonomy is always my ambition and goal.
I'm just trying to find balance, focus on the day at hand, one step at a time, for I know my mind gets frazzled, and want to avoid defeat and withdrawal, as it calls it, when I feel the overload.
I just ask for consideration and kindness and time. I appreciate your patience and understanding. I know everyone is learning, and we all do our best with what we are given.
I am resilient, adaptable, strategic. My mind is constantly churning, as I wish to achieve all the things to optimize and restore my quality of functioning and living.
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