It is a one-man journey. This mountain is bigger than any other one I have ever climbed and the obstacles, the defeats are surely greater than any before.
I don't know where the finish line is, or where the place to rest for the night is. Nothing seems to be in my sight, and it's hard not to keep the losses the main score.
I am not unaware that there are a certain few who may be watching on, cheering, hoping for my best, but the reality is that in the thick of it, you are only it.
No one can traverse the dark valleys that your mind goes into in the middle of the night, sos it is not achievable. I've tried and everyone is doing their own things.
It's a hard conclusion to accept when we are meant to be made to be intertwined, but I think some journeys are just destined for one man only.
I don't know why only some have to wrestle this hurdle. I don't think there is equality in the fate of choice, but I can confirm at times it's incredibly lonely.
I don't have any answers or resolve to tell you it's fair, or it gets easier. I can only tell you if this is you. I'm sorry. In my experience, life doesn't always seem to be just or kind.
I just hope you find strength within yourself, and even in the midst of an isolating and uncertain mountain, I hope you can find rest, for the biggest battles to defeat on this journey are the ones within your mind.
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